This is something I never understood
This is something that I never dreamed of.
This is what I could never do
This is something that I do not regret.
This is something that is foreign to my character,
This is what seemed constantly strange to me.
This is what I was always dumb before,
This is something that I will never accomplish.
This is what is above my mind,
This is what is below my merits.
It’s good that I never understood her,
It’s good that I never want to understand her.
It’s so good that I was born out of a career,
It’s good that she doesn’t mean anything to me.
It’s good that I’m indifferent to her,
It’s good that I can live without her.